Update?

January 2nd, 2026
mood: alone
drinking: water
playing: hogwarts legacy (4 trophies from plat)
watching: pirates of the caribbean 2
temp: 57 F

Well here we are. 2026. I honestly didn't think I would make it this far. A lot of unfortunate things have happened as of late, but I intend to leave them in the past where they belong and move the fuck on. I need to get my shit together and get out of this rut I've been sulking in for over a year now. I've found joy in drawing again and even started thinking about journaling again as well. My head is clearer lately, because a lot of things have come to light. One is, I am losing my best friend and reason for still being here. My cats health is not very good and honestly, when she dies, I am cremating her, moving on and accepting it as a new chapter. No more pets for a long long time. I need to be alone and I've come to realize that as the year has ended, so have a lot of relationships in my life. I am tired of being at rock bottom and I can only rise from here. No one can do it for me, and I have accepted that. So that's somewhat of a resolution for ya, I suppose. I'd like to start writing again, just not here. I feel a change a comin' and its been long awaited.